CRAZYQW

Raining Day

2009-11-08T23:32:00.000-08:00

Sitting beside the swimming pool, under the nice shelter with cooling wind blowing on my face....

Seeing all the raindrops falling down and dripping into the swimming pool...

Hearing just the rain dripping on to the floor and shelter

Sitting alone enjoying the scenary and with tiny droplets blowing onto my face....

Boring days....

2009-11-08T22:58:00.000-08:00

I am chatting to my fellow friends here from school.
I have to work at 5 in school as lifeguard then my clubhouse is not opened so i cannot get in and use my com....
This is the first time i use com for so long at the swimming pool
haha
haiz....
have to wait till around 5 before there will be people to come and help me open the door...
Ever since this sem has started, i feel like it is extremely boring....
Don't know why i don't have the motivation to do anything much....
I just feel so lost and tired everyday when i go to school...
I don't know what i want!!
All this started after i came back from my attachment
i guess that the attachment really drained away all my energy....
Anyone has any idea how i can get it back??!!

Emotional...

2009-10-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

Joy and Happiness isn't easy to find...

In the past they use to be around us all the time, now we can just pretend we have them but actually we are not. They just seem so hard to be found.

This past few weeks, so many things had happened and i don't know what kind of feeling should i use to handle all this situations....

I have been attached to one company which I don't really like and don't know what to do over there, the pay is low, and it actually minus off pay if you are late. How can i not be late when i have to travel from toa payoh which takes about one hour!!!!!!!

I have also lost a friend... His name is vincent. We knew each other for some time and spent one sem together. He lost his life on his attachment in China and this news made all his family and friends very sad. I just went to his funeral today and sent him off, hoping that he would go to a better place.... R.I.P my dear friend, Vincent...

Joy and Happiness seems so near yet so far...

A Heavy Day'''._._.'''

2009-08-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

Today i had a bad headache, to be exact have cause it is still making my head very heavy now... Then i have to stuff a heavy load of info about mechanics into my brain... I had only realised that there is so much that i don't know and i need to know!!!OMG!!!
Lucky there is people to help me along the way:)
The headache partly is because i slept late cause i was watching some show and studying alittle, and i drank too much coffee... i think i really need to get rid of the habit of drinking coffee... i think it should be addiction, not habit?
Hope i will do well for mechanics tmr cause it is a 5 credit module!!!

Anyway this is random.
On my way back home, i was thinking about one thing, wu zi tian shu, the wordless heavenly book.
I was thinking why people in shows want the book so much??
It should be a book telling us what our past,present and future will be but why is it wordless. One thought came into my mind. If we change our way of life and work harder for the future then our life would be different then our life would have been change. Perhaps god knows that so they actually made this book empty and only record the past and present but nothing about the future. They are actually so clever as this way they will be saving ink and paper as well:) And this is to tell us that the future is in our hands, we should not always say that we will depend on faith. We can make a difference. Your actions will change your life!!!

Exams!!!

2009-08-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming and my revision is not starting... Alot of the tests are coming and alot of unknown stuff in front of us, will we be able to survive in this kind of situation???????
YES WE WILL AND DON'T GIVE UP!!!
Jia you everyone, let's help each other to survive...
and most importantly, help me!!! HAHA:P
Life is tiring and boring, i need things to spice up my life!!

SittinGgg...

2009-07-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

Sitting in front of my com, wondering what should i be doing? It feels like there is alot of things that is needed to be done, but it is not to be done tonight. Time is running out, and you are starting to feel the rush and stress, but your body and mind keeps stopping you from doing it. Feeling that i am searching for answers and results, but too afraid to ask for help and ask for the answers and results. How?????
Life is strange...

ProJects....

2009-07-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

Recently there are alot of projects that are meeting the deadline and alot of presentations that we have to prepare, all of us are feeling tired and our brains are going a bit nuts about such things. However we will be doing our best for these projects and achieving great results and get over it no matter what...
TheDick5 is the best and we will achieve the best results!!!

MooDy...

2009-07-10T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today was feeling kind of down for some reason for first half of the day, maybe i did not do as well as i have expected for certain exams, maybe i remembered that i fail one paper, maybe i was being said by other people, maybe i have to work ,etc. and I was feeling kind of tired cause I slept very late and wake up very early today.

I worked with my previous ic from citilink, danial, who managed to make me feel slightly happier. Luckily there was him to help make my day better. I also went to take my pay and i just realised that the amount is very little as i have only worked one day as i was having exams.

As my days are going to end, hope more great things will happen...Never been really happy lately.Don't know why i feel like my life is missing something.... Let me find it soon:) Perhaps i have lost my happiness also...

Best of luck everyone...And to me...

GEMS TUTORIAL 2: BLACK AND WHITE

2009-07-08T04:24:00.000-07:00

Different Lightings

This lighting pictures a cute tigger in front of a bright light showing a bit of shadow on the base.

This is a picture of the same tigger under normal light. There is no shadow on the base and due to the different layers of colours on the body of the tigger, it outlines different degrees in the black and white colour of the photo.

Decisive Moments...

This is Jackie staring up into the air. I was wondering what he saw up there...

Cecilia(On the right) staring into the air trying to think of ways to solve her very very hard mathematical questions and listening to songs with See Mun(On the left)...

Still thinking about the question...

This is Brise, Ellin's dog. He is very cute and now he is looking at me, must be because I have a very ........ face:) Or he is just trying to tell me that he is hungry?

DaYs AfTeR MsT..

2009-07-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

Alot of things happened after mst, alot of things which i should be doing which was put to stop by mst, like going to kbox and sing overnight, went drink which was suppose to be clubbing, and taking photos of myself and friends!!!

$$$$

2009-07-05T00:46:00.000-07:00

Now alot of things are at a discounted price....(INCLUDING THE VALUE IN MY POCKET!!!)
WHY WHY WHY... WHY MONEY STILL HAVEN'T COME AND FIND ME????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

雨不停

2009-06-27T21:23:00.000-07:00

雨不停就像一个人情绪失控或则非常伤心而眼泪一直无法控制而不停的流注来。
Recently I have heard of this song,雨不停. Above is what I think about the name of the song.I have posted it on to my blog, hope you will listen to it. It is sang by a new singer from taiwan. Let's enjoy this wonderful song....

Secondary days...

2009-06-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

Been thinking about secondary schoool days, especially sec 1 and 2 days...I feel like meeting up with my secondary school friends and classmates lately, don't really know why also. Perhaps I am afraid that i am slowing forgetting how they look like(Lucky i still remember their names), and I don't even remember when was the last time I saw them. Hope I will have the chance and the time to go out with them often after my exams.
BWL and GYSS days...

LeSSEr DaySSss..

2009-06-20T06:52:00.001-07:00

As the days for the tests gets closer, my mind seems to be telling me not to study.... What to do... I cannot control my mind and body to actually calm myself down at home to focus on my notes to study... Can someone help to focus me to study???

HaPPeNingsSS RecENtLy....

2009-06-08T00:51:00.000-07:00

Quite alot of things happened this few days, we went out a few times, listening to boring lectures, handling stupid and irritating lecturers, having issues with salesperson, spending time with good friends, realising how much things have been going on and we haven't been realising it regardless of good or bad. Holiday has come and making me realise that I have so little things to do when I am at home, and I just can't get myself to study by myself, especially at home. I am lazy to specify all of the things that I have done for the past few days or weeks since the last time that I last blogged. The photos shall just take my place in telling the stories...:) QW signing off....AND TAKE OFF!!XD

GEMS: The Revealng Eye in Digital Photography, Tutorial 1

2009-05-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

Tutorial 1 Submission

Self Potrait shot

Having some private time in the toilet, when someone looks at you ,you will feel like saying Watcha looking at....

Architectural Exterior shot

Day Shot: This is the flat I am living in in Toa Payoh, one of the first few 40 storey flats in Toa Payoh!! When you look up to see the top, you will feel very tired cause you have to tilt you head quite vertically.

Night Shot: Only a few residents turned on the lights, maybe some of them are sleeping already... This photo gives me a great feeling a this is the place that i will be resting.

Architecture Interior Shot

Day Shot: This is a great place where you can relax after a long day or a waiting place if someone is driving you somewhere.

Night Shot: Sometimes you can actually see one or two cats resting here...

2009-05-10T00:42:00.000-07:00

These are the photos from yesterday. Yesterday me,jackie and fanny went to walk around and had dinner. We went penisular plaza to walk and see if there is any nice shorts or pants but likke nothing much to see. Wanted to buy 4D but the queue was damm long so we give up on that. After shopping around, we were tired and hungry so we drop by a myammar restaraunt that thazin nai ma used to bring me there to eat once or twice and i think that it is not bad. Those were the good days where we went there after school during our secondary school times... We should find one day go again with you all... Anyway, after that we went to mac to slack awhile. We chatted for quite some time and i got to know one new friend through fanny. We had quite a nice chat.Hope we will be able to click:)
WHY WE GOT NO VESAK DAY HOLIDAY!!! Haiz...

TrIP to KBox With fRiEnDs

2009-05-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

7 of us went to the kbox after lesson to relieve ourselves from the STRESS that we had in school from all those boring lectures. Finally a time to relax ourselves.only the 3 of us are enjoying taking photos while the rest are singing.I sang until i almost have no more voice!! It was super fun man!!You all wanna go again someday?haha. And ellin,try not to sing just jj and guy songs.
Let's find one day go AGAIN!!

Day of FUN and cRaZineSS...

2009-04-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

I went to don's place to play after i gave tuition. I have to travel all the place to pasir ris but it is worth it to be together with my friends. We were damm high on that day. You know why??? Cause we are all drunk!!! I think i was the only one who survived the faith of vomiting:),(Cause I tried to controlled myself from drinking too much) just a bit over high only. HAHA!!
After we left the place, Vincent and I still have the effects of the alcohol. Hope the people on the bus and train don't think that we are nuts:p You see all those pictures on mrt, those are taken by me and Vincent on the train. It was too bored on the train and we were afraid that we will fall asleep so we had some fun while on it. And we were lucky enough to reach toa payoh on 12 midnight sharp. When we step out of the train, it just reach 12 am. SO LUCKY!!
We feel very happy that we no need take cab as we have no money to do so too!! It was a super great day on that day although it was a bit last minute!!!!!!!

Dramatic days...

2009-04-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

This are the pictures of the chalet with my friends. It was quite dramatic and I first time see people vomit in front of me!! And a few days after the chalet a lady actually faint beside me and one lady fell in front of me!! Isn't it too dramatic???

I have BM

2009-04-02T09:04:00.000-07:00

After all the hard work I have finally passed my BM and now i can be a lifeguard!!
HURRAY!!!:)
Work hard my friends who are still testing for it!!
JIA YOU...

A chalet that marks the end of YEAR ONE!!!

2009-03-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

Just came back from chalet today. I spend 3 days and 2 nights over there and I know it got a little too bored some times but i feel very happy that we are actually spending time together to have fun and thinking of ways to have fun too. There are quite a few injuries and some errie stuff but overall I think that it is very fun. Hope we will have time to do it again. But happy moments have to come to an end, all of us have to get on with our lives, some work,training,sleep and etc... We had a great time and hope that we will have time to do it again!! Hope YEAR TWO we will have more fun and best if our gpa can go up!!! Haha:)

To the shoe thief!!!

2009-03-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

I got my shoes stolen. I have only just bought it for chinese new year and now I have lost it!!!
It is less than 3 months i think... How dare he steal my shoes!!! I want to smack the person upside down... It is more than 30 dollars.... And i have no money for a new one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope when he wear the shoes he will have blister and rot.... And it will stink like hell!!!
Now poor me have no new shoes to wear...:'(

BoReDom

2009-03-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

Staying at home all day,facing the tv and computer all day...
No one ask me out, therefore i have to stay at home doing like nothing....
Being trying to find things to do on the net all day, but not much results, but there are friends who asked me out tmr:) LUCKILY!!

StRoLL

2009-03-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

Went for a stroll and to get my supper to satisfy my hunger:)
As I was walking to and back from KFC after buying the snackers(with winglets), I double up my speed so that i can quick go and eat the winglet. On my way back, I saw alot of different kinds of people.
I saw an old man carrying his grandchild on his lap on his wheelchair, and i saw one lady crying very sadly below a block while talking on the phone.
I don't know why when i saw these scenes i felt a sudden feeling which i don't know how to describe and i felt that there are many phrases of life that different individuals have to face...

First Picnic....

2009-03-07T04:45:00.000-08:00

We had the picnic at ECP. It was my first picnic so I was very excited about the whole picnic. Although we have a few sad events during the picnic and we were all tired and sweaty, we still enjoyed the times that we had at ECP. I wonder when will our next gathering be...

Gatherings...

2009-03-04T19:03:00.000-08:00

Tmr i will be meeting my friends for a picnic!!!
It is the first gathering since our holiday have started...
All of us are really looking forward to this gathering as most of us will be present for this event...
Hope someone can plan more events for us to get together and strengthen our bond...
So someone faster plan more gatherings!!!(Hopefully not me:p)
Let's enjoy the gathering tmr XD

After the Last Paper...

2009-02-25T19:55:00.001-08:00

It was after our last paper,most of us wasn't really very confident about our last paper but we did not think much about it after the exam. We all continued on with the celebration of the end of the exams and the birthday of Ray and Fanny.The celebrations is filled with joy and lots of silly and funny moments.(You won't understand the meaning and the feeling of the pictures unless you had been there yourself)

Crazy and Lost for my last paper

2009-02-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

I have come to the last paper for my semester and coming to an end for my first year in Singapoe Poly, but my last paper is the hardest of all.
i am ok with all the calculations,but this paper not just have calculations,it has alot of information which I have to digest,about the uses and facts all this...
I am really having alot of trouble trying to sort out all the informations as i have already lost a bit of my study mood...And why? Because this is the last paper and i am going to have alot of fun after this paper. At this moment,I am thinking about where to celebrate after the exam!!!How!!!And actually I should be studying now, why am i writing on my blog??

Lonely...

2009-02-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

I have spent a lonely valentine's day today...

I was working at a shop and so tired and sad as there are alot of customers coming into the shop and all of them are in pairs,very blissful and happy...

Seeing all these people makes my heart sink even deeper into the bottomless pit of my lonely heart...Was wondering if there is somene who can save me out of the bottomless pit of my lonely heart???

Misfortunate

2009-02-12T04:03:00.000-08:00

This few days haven't been so well lately...

Exams are coming up and not just that,i have fallen sick and have to take several tablets three times a day!!! Haiz...

Not just that,i have scratched my hand too and with other secret unlucky incidents...

My hand is already not so beautiful and with scars.....More manly le!! Haha.

Today celebrated a friend's birthday,his name is Teck Poh...

Let's all wish him a HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!

and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Going to be just another lonely day for me with no one to celebrate with...

When will this end!!!

HAHAHA!!

Welcome to my blog

2009-02-10T06:20:00.000-08:00

Hello
This is crazyqw....
I have just created this blog.
Still a bit noob about all this...
Haha...