Emotional...

Joy and Happiness isn't easy to find...

In the past they use to be around us all the time, now we can just pretend we have them but actually we are not. They just seem so hard to be found.

This past few weeks, so many things had happened and i don't know what kind of feeling should i use to handle all this situations....

I have been attached to one company which I don't really like and don't know what to do over there, the pay is low, and it actually minus off pay if you are late. How can i not be late when i have to travel from toa payoh which takes about one hour!!!!!!!

I have also lost a friend... His name is vincent. We knew each other for some time and spent one sem together. He lost his life on his attachment in China and this news made all his family and friends very sad. I just went to his funeral today and sent him off, hoping that he would go to a better place.... R.I.P my dear friend, Vincent...

Joy and Happiness seems so near yet so far...

A Heavy Day'''._._.'''

Today i had a bad headache, to be exact have cause it is still making my head very heavy now... Then i have to stuff a heavy load of info about mechanics into my brain... I had only realised that there is so much that i don't know and i need to know!!!OMG!!!
Lucky there is people to help me along the way:)
The headache partly is because i slept late cause i was watching some show and studying alittle, and i drank too much coffee... i think i really need to get rid of the habit of drinking coffee... i think it should be addiction, not habit?
Hope i will do well for mechanics tmr cause it is a 5 credit module!!!

Anyway this is random.
On my way back home, i was thinking about one thing, wu zi tian shu, the wordless heavenly book.
I was thinking why people in shows want the book so much??
It should be a book telling us what our past,present and future will be but why is it wordless. One thought came into my mind. If we change our way of life and work harder for the future then our life would be different then our life would have been change. Perhaps god knows that so they actually made this book empty and only record the past and present but nothing about the future. They are actually so clever as this way they will be saving ink and paper as well:) And this is to tell us that the future is in our hands, we should not always say that we will depend on faith. We can make a difference. Your actions will change your life!!!

Exams!!!

Exams are coming and my revision is not starting... Alot of the tests are coming and alot of unknown stuff in front of us, will we be able to survive in this kind of situation???????
YES WE WILL AND DON'T GIVE UP!!!
Jia you everyone, let's help each other to survive...
and most importantly, help me!!! HAHA:P
Life is tiring and boring, i need things to spice up my life!!

SittinGgg...

Sitting in front of my com, wondering what should i be doing? It feels like there is alot of things that is needed to be done, but it is not to be done tonight. Time is running out, and you are starting to feel the rush and stress, but your body and mind keeps stopping you from doing it. Feeling that i am searching for answers and results, but too afraid to ask for help and ask for the answers and results. How?????
Life is strange...

ProJects....

Recently there are alot of projects that are meeting the deadline and alot of presentations that we have to prepare, all of us are feeling tired and our brains are going a bit nuts about such things. However we will be doing our best for these projects and achieving great results and get over it no matter what...
TheDick5 is the best and we will achieve the best results!!!